Sunday, November 19, 2006

Middle of the nite ramblings from home


Got next week off for Thanksgiving and Im back at home. Yeh I know real world working ppl dont get a whole week off. Sorry bout that lol.

My dad is proud of me. I promised him a 4 pt average for my 1st semester and its gonna happen. He thinks thats important. I guess it is. Gosh Im smart haha. Or maybe its that I dont have a life hmmm. Now if I could just do something bout that "gay" and "Democrat" thing Id be the perfect son haha.

My mom is happy Im home. She keeps asking-- how come you dont come home on the weekends? I dont really know the answer to that. Mostly being home makes me feel sad, but not now because Im pretty happy.

Wow this is a dumb blog haha. Hey its the middle of the nite dont expect great thots ok? Cant sleep.

When I come home I feel like Ive gone thru some kind of time warp and Im back at a place I left behind, and that Im glad I left it behind. I dont mean my family, I just mean the life I lived here. My senior year in HS I read Thomas Wolfe "You Cant Go Home Again". Its one of those books that I dont think anybody except HS students read anymore lol. And at the time I read it I didn't understand it, but I do now. This place is only about 100 miles from C'ville but it feels like Mars. But really it hasnt changed, I have.

I remember the first time I found this place--OP--late one night playing around on porn sites. (Yes I know, youre SHOCKED!! haha)
I was totally in the closet and wow, all of a sudden I found real live cyber-gay ppl. Feels like a million years ago. By the way the pic I put up here is the 1st pic I used on my profile. And um...yeh. Young huh?

And my mom seems old. When did that happen?

Kristin is coming down from Boston tomorrow and Im pretty excited about that. My brother has trashed my old room above the garage. He hasnt changed at all and Im sort of worried bout him. He doesnt seem to care about anything. I dont understand him at all. Hes angry at something but I dont know what.

I went to see Humphrey's grave, I buried him in the back yard under a tree he used to like to climb. Nobody ever loved me like Hunphrey loved me. Thats not a joke by the way.

I hope all you guys have a great Thanksgiving.

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